Yes, bro, everyone started like that, but have you tried to train somehow? Maybe with bots or with friends one on one? I used to play the original, and now I downloaded a cool mod for CS GO here https://all-cs.ru/ here I think it’s cooler to play on this mod, and the skins are more interesting and the map looks much more drawn, but when I was just starting out, I really liked playing 1 on 1 with a friend in the arms race, this gave me great skills, so try the arms race.
.